haihz so annoying lah... my comp at home is like dunno wads wrong with it and im scared of asking daddy haha... so im in sch now using the sch comp cos its break heh. as in a REAL break not a pon-class-break... anyway yst i was a super stone in sch haha... dunno y oso think cos i was really not feeling very well... but much better today lah haha... tho i slept super late due to a certain mr chay hu flattered me into tokking to him until super late last night again... he sings really badly lah haha and hoping called for like 2 sec too but once he heard timmos terrible voice he hung up haha! guess his ears are too sensitive :p to used to his own voice liao haha too nice mahz. i had a few good chats with marcus (foo) today and like it was good to tok to him lah. he is one of my closer frens in sch and i guess i do tresure his friendship and he is super spastic and funny at times too haha... esp when he starts singing to junyang abt him being a beansprout haha! hes like obsessed with it hees.
hmm i haven really dijested wad we talked abt yet so its like a jumble in my mind but ill blog more abt it when ive thot abt it more haha... oh im really glad tt the fast is going to be over soon! its like. oh man this yr was really the hardest yr for me tho i do the same thing every yr... i dunno y haha... but it was and im so glad tt its going to be over soon. im so sad tho... i couldnt get the tix for ndp cos i din ask for them earlier so now wun be able to go with jac liao :( hmm speaking of tt girl, im meeting her tml to study haha... i really hope we do lor... my studies are like dying and everyday i can see how hardworking zy is and i feel so bad! oh wells. but i dun really feel very spurred on to study even tho i see her haha... oh wells.
ok dun really have much to tok abt just tt i somehow think tt this yr ive really gotten much closer to church pple like not just my cell but others too like tim and co. and i gess its good! but im so scared tt it will become a social thing more than abt God. guess i really have to guard my heart against tt!
hmm follow up was qt good today! im really glad tt im finally being able to use wad ive learnt in a practical way instead of storing it all up in my mind and not being able to use it... and each time its like a humbling situation cos i gues im like qt nervous? like wad if she asks me something tt i dunno how to ans? thankfully tt hasnt happened yet but i guess i shldnt fear such a situation frm arising. and shes like really qt mature as a person and she absorbs and applies really fast! im like so in awe of how she really hungers for the Word? even more than like pple hu have known God thier whole lives but like cant be bothered to read the Word of God.. she like finished Genesis and said she will finish John by the weekend! haha... like i have to be sure im sure of wad im saying before i tell her and yah i think tt im growing thru my sharing with her too! like it reminds me of the basics of the faith that are so easy to forget amongst all the theology and teachings tt have been piled on top of it. all in all, im glad tt God has given me this oppurtunity and i really pray that he will enable me to be a help as she starts on her walk with God :)
hmm i haven really dijested wad we talked abt yet so its like a jumble in my mind but ill blog more abt it when ive thot abt it more haha... oh im really glad tt the fast is going to be over soon! its like. oh man this yr was really the hardest yr for me tho i do the same thing every yr... i dunno y haha... but it was and im so glad tt its going to be over soon. im so sad tho... i couldnt get the tix for ndp cos i din ask for them earlier so now wun be able to go with jac liao :( hmm speaking of tt girl, im meeting her tml to study haha... i really hope we do lor... my studies are like dying and everyday i can see how hardworking zy is and i feel so bad! oh wells. but i dun really feel very spurred on to study even tho i see her haha... oh wells.
ok dun really have much to tok abt just tt i somehow think tt this yr ive really gotten much closer to church pple like not just my cell but others too like tim and co. and i gess its good! but im so scared tt it will become a social thing more than abt God. guess i really have to guard my heart against tt!
hmm follow up was qt good today! im really glad tt im finally being able to use wad ive learnt in a practical way instead of storing it all up in my mind and not being able to use it... and each time its like a humbling situation cos i gues im like qt nervous? like wad if she asks me something tt i dunno how to ans? thankfully tt hasnt happened yet but i guess i shldnt fear such a situation frm arising. and shes like really qt mature as a person and she absorbs and applies really fast! im like so in awe of how she really hungers for the Word? even more than like pple hu have known God thier whole lives but like cant be bothered to read the Word of God.. she like finished Genesis and said she will finish John by the weekend! haha... like i have to be sure im sure of wad im saying before i tell her and yah i think tt im growing thru my sharing with her too! like it reminds me of the basics of the faith that are so easy to forget amongst all the theology and teachings tt have been piled on top of it. all in all, im glad tt God has given me this oppurtunity and i really pray that he will enable me to be a help as she starts on her walk with God :)
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